The Paradox
By
Apurva Sanjay Malewar
The plight of a miserable soul, is called a misery in disguise of a burning hope… A blind state of living under the light of unfound happiness……. What we see within us is a lost cause, but then again humanity, with its emotions filled with dreams and profound hopefulness is like a slow poison that kills the engraved will, that we people thrive on…. Sometimes so profoundly, that we seem to tarnish the realities that lie within us and embrace denial which is more comforting, and something that makes life hard….. We fail to see how to cope with realities.
We seek comfort in almost every bit of turmoil we go through, we fail to understand that the need to survive is to accept the happenings, and ignore the “Has happened” behind. But no way in hell would we want to do that, living in denial, seems to take out the rebel within us. Confrontations, un necessary assumptions, and profound hatred towards a person or a being. It’s a state of mind that rocks the very emotions to a level of rage, so strong, and so great, that not the acceptance of happenings that thrive when voices within us sound strong, or when pushed, rebellion is a force that awakens us to do things we do not need to indulge in. It’s a force that need not be mere physical, but wildly emotional can really tarnish a person’s individuality.
Facts are something we do not foresee, we believe in what we want to believe in, and we convince ourselves that this we sought out is the ultimate truth.
This usually happens when our emotions and our state of minds are taken over by grudges that eat away our reasoning, implicate the conscious of poisoned assumptions followed by false presumptions, it’s the poison that just wants to wipe out, kindness, faith, love and the epidemic of hate takes over. Negativity flows like an unstoppable force, so strong that it can destroy even a little bit of goodness that prevails within us mortals.
Spirituality takes a back seat, it gets transformed into a dark light that not just burns with flares through our spirit like the god of fire, its like an invasion into the spirits and souls of good faith, kindness and all the other facets of goodness that we used to preach within ourselves.
I wonder if there is a cure for such venomocity, The last few stages would be to dig into the past and bring out the improbable facts, that could have been left alone, now its something I call burning, oneself, and your boundaries, as it would allow unfilled negativity to prevail inside one, for eternity. Which would obviously affect the minds of others around and it’s really heartbreaking to see people behaving this way.
We choose a path to treat upon, what did we expect it to be, a bed of roses, and eternal bliss? I don’t think so, every path that we treat on, has hurdles, obstacles that would beat us down to the very ground, making life a living hell, its how we face it, and move on taking the beating…… if it gets too much, for sure we could let go, ignore, and leave things, coz we have tried and it really didn’t help, but letting go of things, because we didn’t try hard enough……. Just because things were not really rosy…is not a good sign…. You want to bring along your past baggage, blame others because you haven’t got what you expected. It’s just a way out, excuses, you can buy your way out with some real convincing, heart wrenching, touching, excuses. But then just for once, be truthful to your self. We all do at some point and time. No one is perfect, we cant be that way, but we could always be reasonable with ourselves. I can go on preaching the facts of life, based on live truths and living examples of people who have changed, am one among the few.
I do not forget where I came from, what I was, where I was and what I have endured. Today I look at myself, contented if not happy, at where I am, I just started to appreciate some finer things in life. My family, my friends, things that I have, I will say am fortunate, infact I am striving for more, but then am trying to get there.
We all should try to make peace within our self, and not let external forces destroy that peace that lies within us. This is our life, this is our world, How we treat it, is all upto us. Lets all contribute to the goodness of our lives and make it worth living.
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